Never Let Go......Nevertheless

The heart aches and longs for you,
Each thought of you is an inch closer to death;
What we had I thought it was all true,
Until you turn your back on me and left.

Everyday I sink deeper into depression,
Waiting for my time to come;
Keeping in all those emotions,
Till my senses all went numb.

Just when I thought hope was lost,
A hand approached and held me tight;
"Dont worry , I'll hold you close",
Said the angel who gave me a chance to fight.

Those words echoed loudly in my mind,
As a single tear drop from eyes;
Came down my face in a single line,
Gone through my lips and dries.

What I felt next was a new discovery,
Something new yet familiar;
Like an old shirt back from the laundry,
The Old Me is back and without fear.



Its been so long since my last poem......This few months that I was gone was life changing for me....I found there was things i never knew existed......and was more than glad that I found it........what was that?

A True Friend .

Bad Days.....Disappear

Curse the dawn and all it's light,

As wrath and hatred fills my mornings;

Escaping my lovely bed with all my might,

And slamming the snooze when the alarm rings.

I drag myself to the shower,

Finishing it all at my quickest pace;

As I only have less than an hour,

My mornings are the start of a race.

Set foot in school preparing  for the worst,

Racing to class like a handicapped zombie;

Only race that I never wanna be first,

But still wanna be the best I can be.

As I continue my day with this fatigue body,

A glimpse of your face appear in my eyes;

You walk towards and greeted me nicely,

Feels like I've just eaten a thousand pies.

Your smile chases my wrath away,

Your laugh powers me the entire day,

At times you say you look so dull and so grey,

But to me you're pretty no matter what you say.

To make me feel better and clear my stress,

I don't need cigarettes or even beer;

You just have to smile at me in your beautiful dress,

Then you can make my bad days disappear.

You.......My Special One

I've got a special someone,
one's that is really fun;
it can be anybody,
even if they make you run.

When I think about her,
she make's me feel;
something I never felt,
I'm happy that its real.

Even if she think's I'm a fading shadow,
She still the one with the floating halo;
but still I think that she is great,
and hope that I can get a date.

And everytime that I see her,
I feel that we'll have something next year;
but i do think that it'll not come true,
that's why I'm feeling blue.

I hope she's happy wherever she's in,
and that she's really not that mean;
but before everything is done,
I wanna tell her she's my special one.



This is one of my first few poems.....just wanted to share it again cause it was kinda far behind.......this makes me rethink again about how I felt last time when I first wrote this~ Ah.....the memories~

Confessions.......Unexpected

Day by day I kept this feeling,
locked in my heart, forever filling;

I won't tell you who this feelings are for,

But then I can't take it anymore.

At times I feel I should tell the world,

That to me she shine like the brightest pearl;

An angel gently floating on clouds,

But that's not all I like her about.

I arranged a meeting to meet her somewhere,

With beautiful roses and chocolates tasting like the sweetest pear;

Trembling with both fear and excitement,

Unsure the results will be happiness or rejection.

She arrived gracefully at the said place,

Unsure of what to do except to tie my shoelace;

As I sit up again , I pulled out the roses and chocolates,

I braced myself and told her the three magic words.

Her expression stiffen like she saw a ghost,

And those are hurt me the most;

I got rejected like how I expected,

Short and quick and feelings affected.

I decided that she was not the one,

But her explanation wasn't done;

She decided to share a secret with me since i shared mine,

But what happened next didn't come to my mind.

She said a secret is to be told through a whisper,

And as my face got closer to her;

Not a sound but a kiss landed on my cheek,

I thought I was dreaming, I thought I was sick;

But she said that its all good and its cool,

and that she loved me too,April Fool!~<3 br="">


I have no idea why I wrote this poem......just had a spark at a moment.Maybe I hoping that love will be as innocent and sweet as this or maybe I'm hoping it would happen to me. Anyways I hope you enjoyed reading and make this April Fools' Day not just a funny one but a romantic one~

2013.....Carpe Diem!

Another year has come and pass,
A blink of an eye,it was so fast;
Getting through Apocalypse,so it wasn't our last,
So enjoy it, we must!

Memories and moments come and go,
What's ahead we'll never know;
Just brace ourselves and brave ahead,
And mend our mistakes, its never too late.

We should Right our Wrongs,
For the process is not very long;
As long as the heart is pure and true,
I'm sure everyone can do it too.

My new year resolutions, I'm not so sure,
But I know 2013 is gonna be much better;
Work hard and it will pay,
so good luck and seize the day!~